I have been consumed by many things recently. Among these things, i feel as if i have a black hole inside of me sucking out all the energy i need to expell for positivity, which, is in dire need.

i dont know why, maybe i need more contact with people, or maybe i just need to grit my teeth and do what i need to do. the latter part has always been sort of a challenge. however, i know that i have never been the type to grit my teeth to the extent of extremism, and i am a strong believer of balance. thus, i think i just need to be in the company of someone who i can talk to. that, is pending.