where am i?

what am i doing? wheres this all leading?
somehow i have the feeling that life is at a stand still right now.
i want inspiration, motivation, emotion.
i am not a juggler. i cannot balance more than two things at the same time if i want them to be well up in the air.
what is the priority? how does one know for sure its a priority when one has no signs and is relying on a chewed out instinct?
i want inspiration, motivation, emotion.