Moving II

so now that i have really, seriously, done some de-junking of my room and other quarters of the apartment, i have realized that this feat isnt going to take the couple hours that i initially thought it would take. i am thankful that i ditched my procrastination and got to work.
i also realized that this is what i should be doing once every year. not moving (thought i woudnt mind it at all), but this whole downsizing thing. it feels good because in the end, you will be left with only the essentials, crystals of cherished memories, as well as most valuable possessions (subjective perspective, of course). actually it has always been like this for me. i always keep what friends give me. and because i didnt/dont have that many friends, the things they gave/give me are even more precious. i used to want to be part of a big group of people, but now i know that its just not me, and most likely never will be me. so i think am getting closer to being content with who i am.